With Christmas around the corner

Not the boy I was the boy I am is just venting venting.
Dear gravity you held me down in a starless city.

Those are my favorite lyrics off the new Fall Out Boy CD. *sigh* I still have a lot to do before I can send anything to colleges. Blah!!! I don't want to. But I will........At some point.

So the other day My family and I went to visit a family friend at Tewksbury State Hospital. She was staying in the mental ward. I have to tell you, it was an eye opening experience. I had to bite my lip hard to stop myself from crying. It was difficult. It also showed me my parents generosity. Not that I had never seen it, but it made me see it in a different light. That made me almost cry as well. Sometimes I can be really ungrateful. I really need to work on that. *sigh*

I think I need a new attiutde for Christmas.

*sigh*

I wish I was at the Jingle My Bells Festival right now.

Stupid snow.-_-

I swear I'm moving to LA after I finish college.

That is, if I can finish my applications.

hahahahaha.

Dear Gravity You Held Me Down in a Starless City

I'M COMPLETLY BLOWN AWAY!!

I've never been so impressed.

Goandbuythisalbum!!

NOW!!

Snow Day! or rather Rain Day!

So we had a rain day.
It was freezing rain all night and most places lost power and the water was freezing on everything.
It's times like this that make me really wish I owned a digital SLR.
Everything was sooooo beautiful.
Anyways.
I went to my doctors appointment at 10.
Surprisingly, there's nothing wrong with me.
All Lies, I tell you.
I've been sick for almost 3 weeks with a hacking cough and sore throat and your telling me I'm fine?!?!
All
Lies.
But whatever.
After that my mother and I went out shopping at Linens N' Things and scooped up some good bargins. I'm rather upset that it's going out of business. I really liked it.
So afterwards, I called a good friend of mine and we had a nice little chat about how she wanted to take a long hot shower, but can't because she has no power, while my brother is contently playing his ancient GameCube in the next room.
It made me giggle.
Then we had a conversation about how she believes she is the worlds biggest hypocrite.
I love her and everything, but sometimes I question what her motives are and why she does the things she does.
She recently broke up with her boyfriend after he told her he loved her, saying she can't handle a serious relationship.
Well, he told her he wanted space to try and get over her so he was basically not talking to her.
I can't blame him.
She, however, was very hurt by it and thought that they were on good terms. I told her to leave him alone for a little bit and give him space.
Does she do that?!
NOPE!!!!!
So instead of taking the hint, she has to have it spelled out for her.
I feel no sympathy.
It may sound harsh, but sometimes people just need space.
She agreed while she was on the phone with me to give him space, but we'll see how long it really lasts.
My bet is 4 days.
Blah!!
I should be doing homework or studying for my Stats final, but I won't.
That's for the week-end, not my rain day=)

Happy Birthday Evan!!

Today is my brother's 15th birthday=D

That would make him older and wiser.

One would think.Man, it felt like I was 15 just yesterday.

I hated it.

Oh well.

If he's pumped, I'm pumped.

He got the Star Wars Robot Chicken DVD, which we're both totally stoked about watching.

As tradition would have it, we are going to the OutBack Steakhouse tonight for dinner.

I'm pumped.

I haven't been there in a while and I miss the Bloomin' Onion.

It's sooooooooo good=)

Blahh!

I have to go to the library and then I have to walk home.

And Jessica canceled on me.=p

Sick people shouldn't walk in the cold.

It's a known fact.

But apparently not to my mother........

Anyways

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUIRT!!!!

I'm sick........again-_-

If you couldn't tell from the title, I'm sick.
Again.
Actually to be quite honest, I don't ever think I was better.
The whole week before Thanksgiving, I was wicked sick. I even missed three days of school. But I forced myself to get better. I was not, repeat, WAS NOT, going to miss All Time Low or Cobra Starship. Even if it meant getting sick all over again.
My parents just had a talk with my brother.
My dad just came in and said it went well.
That makes me very happy.
So, to celebrate, I'm going to go down and eat something.
Also my dad told me to call my kitties inside for the night.
Blah!
I have to go to the library with my bestie Jessica to work on stupid college papers.
-_-
Sometimes, life sucks.
Oh well.
Off to get my cats before they freeze.