Revelation

So I was sitting in Mrs. M's class 7th period, because that's the period I intern for her, and there were all these kids in there.
Truth be told, it pissed me off.
GTFO!
I know they have somewhere to be, so just fucking go there.
lol
I'm one to talk.
Anyways.
That's not my revelation.
I just like to hypocritically bitch about people.
So, like I said, I was in Mrs. M's class and I had this glorious revelation that boys in high school are so lame, that trying to act like I want them to care about me is such a waste of my time.

I know people have preconceived notions about me and they think I'm boring and such, and I won't lie, it annoys me, because I know that if people got to see the real me, they might actually like me.(holy run-on sentence batman) But I can honestly sit here and type that as of 7th period today, I really don't care what anyone thinks of me.

If they think I'm boring, or whatever they think, I don't care.
Why?
Because I'm graduating in 4 and half months.
That's why!!
It's soo lovely.
So think what you want of me.
Because in 4 months, I'll never see your sorry ass again=)
On another note, I'll miss Kat and Jess like mad (when I go off to college, that is).
Other than my family, I'm pretty sure they are the only people my age who give a rats ass about me. Which, to be quite blunt, hurts me to no end. But it's okay. Because I'd rather have the true love of only two people than the fake love of ten.
High school is so over rated and I honestly can't wait to leave.


P.S.
Dear Chrstn S.,
You've seen me in Mrs. M's class and we've had some pretty intense convo's and I'm rather hurt that you have not asked my name yet. Well, here ya go. It's Olivia. So now when you find out what an awesome person I am, you don't sound like an idiot when you want to know name, even though we've known each other for months. Your a bigger ass than you seem.
P.P.S I'm sorry for calling you out. I guess you do know my name after all. All is forgiven![edited 2/14/09]

That ruined my revelation, but I needed to get it off my chest. I'm off to midweek, where I can be surrounded by people who pretend to like me.
Life
Is
So
Sweet!!
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