Snow Day #5

I'm getting sick.
Again-_-
*sigh*
This is like the thrid time this winter.
I hate the cold weather.
I'm moving to San Francisco after college with my mother, while my brother and father go galivanting off to New Zealand.
Yeah.
Riiiiiiiight.
But anyways.
On to the important stuff.
One of my best friends, Catherine Paige Halbeisen to be exact, says she has a surprise for me if I get into F.I.T., aka my dream school.
However she won't tell me what it is.
That's okay.
I hope everything works out on hr end.
Anywasy.............
I finally finished my essay for FIT.
It was a long, taxing and stressful process, but it's done.
It's all done.
I'm soo glad.
I'm seeing Samantha this Friday and we are going to have our Greek marathon.
Let's hope aunt flow doesn't stop by like she did last time-_-
*sigh*
It feels good to have everything done.
Now all I have to do is pray.=)

What I should Have Done on New Year's Day

So Demetri Martin showed the "Pie Chart of Procrastination" as a part of his comdey skit.
It was a blank circle.
LOL!!
If you don't get, GTFO RIGHT NOW!!!!
Just Kidding.
I haven't been on in a while.
Things have changed, kinda.
Maybe not.
I was going to come in on New Year's and refect on 2008 and write a resolution.
Did I!?
No!
Am I going to!?
Possibly.
But I am the world's biggest procrastinator.
I still have to write the essay for my dream school, but I don't want to start because I'm afraid it won't be perfect, which it needs to be.
*sigh*
So while I was trying to think of a resolution for the New Year, I decided every aspect of myself needs changing. So my resolution is to change everything.
Yeeeeeah.
Not going so well.
*sigh*
I don't think I can change everything about me.
I don't really want to either.
I just want to go to college.
BAD!
Preferably in New York City.
Well, here goes my reflection on 2008.
2008 was great.
No lie.
This past year, I was soo hyped to be alive.
My parents have deffinatly given me more room to breathe and I love them for it.
The moment that stands out most about 2008 was my awesome summer.
It was totally not what I expected.
I had it all planned out.
I would go to Canada, 5 dates on Warped Tour, out to Chicago, and then to NETC.
My perfect Summer.
Yeah, didn't work out that way.
So many road blocks came up, that by summer, I was sooo bummed.
But God does exsist.
And even though my summer didn't go exactly like that I...
-Got to go to Baltimore to see a hometown All Time Low show for my birthday. It was so spectacular, I'm still thanking my parents for bringing me=)
-Got to go see All Time Low, AGAIN, the day after I got back from Baltimore with Melissa.
-Two days later, I got to see All Time Low, AGAIN, at Warped Tour, which was so epic I made a box about it in my ceramics class.
-Got to see Boys Like Girls the day before I left to go to NETC.
-Had the best time at NETC!
So all in all, my summer was perfect. Not in the way I was hopeing, but soo much better.
I have the same hopes for 2009.
So far, things are working out in my favor.
The first week in April, I'm going to NYC for our senior trip with my church. Should be a total blast=)
Then, I'm leaving for Japan on April 18th? I'm not really sure. I'll have to double check and spending a week there.
It's effing Japan. I'll write a whole blog about how pumped and possibly sick I'll be before I go.
Then two or three days after I get back, FALL OUT BOY AND ALL TIME LOW are coming to the Tsongas Arena, which is five minutes from my house.
THEN, with parental permission, I'll be going to Bamboozle, hopefully with Melissa, three or four days after FOB and ATL roll into Lowell and I'll get to see them again.
Then, I have my prom/last day of high school on May 22nd.
I graduate June 3rd.
My 18th birthday is July 19th.
Hopefully I'll have enough money to go to at least two Warped dates this year.
And, God willing, I'll be starting school down in New York City at the Fashion Institute of Technology in September.
2009 just has "Best year ever!!" written all over it.
I'm so stoked for the coming year that I still refuse to write my FIT essay.
Like I said, it needs to be perfect.
*sigh*
I'm such a Type A.-_-

With Christmas around the corner

Not the boy I was the boy I am is just venting venting.
Dear gravity you held me down in a starless city.

Those are my favorite lyrics off the new Fall Out Boy CD. *sigh* I still have a lot to do before I can send anything to colleges. Blah!!! I don't want to. But I will........At some point.

So the other day My family and I went to visit a family friend at Tewksbury State Hospital. She was staying in the mental ward. I have to tell you, it was an eye opening experience. I had to bite my lip hard to stop myself from crying. It was difficult. It also showed me my parents generosity. Not that I had never seen it, but it made me see it in a different light. That made me almost cry as well. Sometimes I can be really ungrateful. I really need to work on that. *sigh*

I think I need a new attiutde for Christmas.

*sigh*

I wish I was at the Jingle My Bells Festival right now.

Stupid snow.-_-

I swear I'm moving to LA after I finish college.

That is, if I can finish my applications.

hahahahaha.

Dear Gravity You Held Me Down in a Starless City

I'M COMPLETLY BLOWN AWAY!!

I've never been so impressed.

Goandbuythisalbum!!

NOW!!

Snow Day! or rather Rain Day!

So we had a rain day.
It was freezing rain all night and most places lost power and the water was freezing on everything.
It's times like this that make me really wish I owned a digital SLR.
Everything was sooooo beautiful.
Anyways.
I went to my doctors appointment at 10.
Surprisingly, there's nothing wrong with me.
All Lies, I tell you.
I've been sick for almost 3 weeks with a hacking cough and sore throat and your telling me I'm fine?!?!
All
Lies.
But whatever.
After that my mother and I went out shopping at Linens N' Things and scooped up some good bargins. I'm rather upset that it's going out of business. I really liked it.
So afterwards, I called a good friend of mine and we had a nice little chat about how she wanted to take a long hot shower, but can't because she has no power, while my brother is contently playing his ancient GameCube in the next room.
It made me giggle.
Then we had a conversation about how she believes she is the worlds biggest hypocrite.
I love her and everything, but sometimes I question what her motives are and why she does the things she does.
She recently broke up with her boyfriend after he told her he loved her, saying she can't handle a serious relationship.
Well, he told her he wanted space to try and get over her so he was basically not talking to her.
I can't blame him.
She, however, was very hurt by it and thought that they were on good terms. I told her to leave him alone for a little bit and give him space.
Does she do that?!
NOPE!!!!!
So instead of taking the hint, she has to have it spelled out for her.
I feel no sympathy.
It may sound harsh, but sometimes people just need space.
She agreed while she was on the phone with me to give him space, but we'll see how long it really lasts.
My bet is 4 days.
Blah!!
I should be doing homework or studying for my Stats final, but I won't.
That's for the week-end, not my rain day=)

Happy Birthday Evan!!

Today is my brother's 15th birthday=D

That would make him older and wiser.

One would think.Man, it felt like I was 15 just yesterday.

I hated it.

Oh well.

If he's pumped, I'm pumped.

He got the Star Wars Robot Chicken DVD, which we're both totally stoked about watching.

As tradition would have it, we are going to the OutBack Steakhouse tonight for dinner.

I'm pumped.

I haven't been there in a while and I miss the Bloomin' Onion.

It's sooooooooo good=)

Blahh!

I have to go to the library and then I have to walk home.

And Jessica canceled on me.=p

Sick people shouldn't walk in the cold.

It's a known fact.

But apparently not to my mother........

Anyways

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUIRT!!!!

I'm sick........again-_-

If you couldn't tell from the title, I'm sick.
Again.
Actually to be quite honest, I don't ever think I was better.
The whole week before Thanksgiving, I was wicked sick. I even missed three days of school. But I forced myself to get better. I was not, repeat, WAS NOT, going to miss All Time Low or Cobra Starship. Even if it meant getting sick all over again.
My parents just had a talk with my brother.
My dad just came in and said it went well.
That makes me very happy.
So, to celebrate, I'm going to go down and eat something.
Also my dad told me to call my kitties inside for the night.
Blah!
I have to go to the library with my bestie Jessica to work on stupid college papers.
-_-
Sometimes, life sucks.
Oh well.
Off to get my cats before they freeze.