Show me some SKIN!

So I saw Slumdog Millionaire last Tuesday and I fell in love with it.
It was so well done. I just loved everything about it.
I also fell in love with the main character, Dev Patel.
He's such a cutie. And his accent is adorable=)
Anyways, my love for Dev lead to find out more about stuff he's been in and low and behold, I stumble upon this British series called Skins. It's glorious!! Why the hell do all the good shows have to be broadcast somewhere other than America?! I shouldn't say that, I do have the college humor show and 24. But yeah. Once I get a job, I'm going to buy both seasons on DVD on Amazon. I'm so excited.
Now all I need is a job. Hopefully Hannaford can recognize my persistence and just hire me.
*Sigh*
In order to save enough money for Japan, plus buy Skins, plus upgrade to my Blackberry Curve, I'll probably have to work every single day for a month. Which is fine. I hate March. Then, when April rolls around I can work something out with my boss and cut back my hours a little bit.
I'm such a dreamer. lol
Dear Olivia,
Get your head out of the clouds. kthnx.

This is the anthem, throw all your hands up

I remember when Good Charlotte was cool.
It was sooo long ago.
Man I must be getting old.

Dear World....

So my friend and I were supposed to get together on thursday and chill and talk about some stuff, but she had to cancel on me because she forgot that she already made plans. I can deal with that. So we made plans to get together today for breakfast and she texts me at 7:30 this morning telling me that she stayed at work til 7 this morning and that she's really tired and that we will have to get together yet another time.
*sigh*
I'm a little annoyed.
Anyways.
It's Valentines Day.
The one day that's dedicated to showing each other love.
It's a load of crap.
You should show love everyday.
Poor Kat's at home with a cold.
My parents are off at my churches marriage retreat and I'm at home watching Pirates with my brother.
I'm a little bored to say the least.
I think I'm going to ask my brother if he wants to make cookies.
Maybe not.
He didn't help clean up last time.

I'm about to go in rant mode.
*BEWARE! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK*
So I was in school on friday having a grand old time, when my friend Tom walks in the room and says "Olivia, what's wrong with your hair?" Me, being the glorious user of saracasm that I am, said "I was having wild sex!" This promted several [mean] comments about how I am choosing to stay a virgin till marriage. First off, I don't even know why you care. If you want to go have sex with some random person and get an STD then go right a-fucking-head. But I'm not going to become another teen-with-an-STD statistic. One in every four teeagers have Herpes. THAT'S FUCKING GROSS!! So why would I want to put myself in that situation?! Exactly! Secondly, just because I want to wait, doesn't mean you can bombard me with reasons why I shouldn't. Just becuase you didn't wait to find the right person and wished that you had, doesn't mean you can make me feel like shit because I want to. Also, it's a load of shit for you to single me out. Both my best friends feel [moderatly] the same way. So how come I'm the only one your making fun off?! That's right! You don't have a reason! So if your not going to call them out, don't call me out. And Yes! I choose not to have sex because I am [slightly] religious! BIG FUCKING WHOOP!!! Just because I'm [slightly] religious doesn't mean you have to make fun of me. I don't make fun of your religion, even though you claim you don't believe in a higher being. SO BACK THE FUCK DOWN!!!! And by the way, yes, I do believe that sex is something worth waiting for, even if you try to convince me otherwise. So butt the fuck out!! It's my life and I'll have sex if I want to have sex. And if I don't, FUCKING DEAL WITH IT!!!


*endrant*

Revelation

So I was sitting in Mrs. M's class 7th period, because that's the period I intern for her, and there were all these kids in there.
Truth be told, it pissed me off.
GTFO!
I know they have somewhere to be, so just fucking go there.
lol
I'm one to talk.
Anyways.
That's not my revelation.
I just like to hypocritically bitch about people.
So, like I said, I was in Mrs. M's class and I had this glorious revelation that boys in high school are so lame, that trying to act like I want them to care about me is such a waste of my time.

I know people have preconceived notions about me and they think I'm boring and such, and I won't lie, it annoys me, because I know that if people got to see the real me, they might actually like me.(holy run-on sentence batman) But I can honestly sit here and type that as of 7th period today, I really don't care what anyone thinks of me.

If they think I'm boring, or whatever they think, I don't care.
Why?
Because I'm graduating in 4 and half months.
That's why!!
It's soo lovely.
So think what you want of me.
Because in 4 months, I'll never see your sorry ass again=)
On another note, I'll miss Kat and Jess like mad (when I go off to college, that is).
Other than my family, I'm pretty sure they are the only people my age who give a rats ass about me. Which, to be quite blunt, hurts me to no end. But it's okay. Because I'd rather have the true love of only two people than the fake love of ten.
High school is so over rated and I honestly can't wait to leave.


P.S.
Dear Chrstn S.,
You've seen me in Mrs. M's class and we've had some pretty intense convo's and I'm rather hurt that you have not asked my name yet. Well, here ya go. It's Olivia. So now when you find out what an awesome person I am, you don't sound like an idiot when you want to know name, even though we've known each other for months. Your a bigger ass than you seem.
P.P.S I'm sorry for calling you out. I guess you do know my name after all. All is forgiven![edited 2/14/09]

That ruined my revelation, but I needed to get it off my chest. I'm off to midweek, where I can be surrounded by people who pretend to like me.
Life
Is
So
Sweet!!
-______________-

Snow Day #5

I'm getting sick.
Again-_-
*sigh*
This is like the thrid time this winter.
I hate the cold weather.
I'm moving to San Francisco after college with my mother, while my brother and father go galivanting off to New Zealand.
Yeah.
Riiiiiiiight.
But anyways.
On to the important stuff.
One of my best friends, Catherine Paige Halbeisen to be exact, says she has a surprise for me if I get into F.I.T., aka my dream school.
However she won't tell me what it is.
That's okay.
I hope everything works out on hr end.
Anywasy.............
I finally finished my essay for FIT.
It was a long, taxing and stressful process, but it's done.
It's all done.
I'm soo glad.
I'm seeing Samantha this Friday and we are going to have our Greek marathon.
Let's hope aunt flow doesn't stop by like she did last time-_-
*sigh*
It feels good to have everything done.
Now all I have to do is pray.=)

What I should Have Done on New Year's Day

So Demetri Martin showed the "Pie Chart of Procrastination" as a part of his comdey skit.
It was a blank circle.
LOL!!
If you don't get, GTFO RIGHT NOW!!!!
Just Kidding.
I haven't been on in a while.
Things have changed, kinda.
Maybe not.
I was going to come in on New Year's and refect on 2008 and write a resolution.
Did I!?
No!
Am I going to!?
Possibly.
But I am the world's biggest procrastinator.
I still have to write the essay for my dream school, but I don't want to start because I'm afraid it won't be perfect, which it needs to be.
*sigh*
So while I was trying to think of a resolution for the New Year, I decided every aspect of myself needs changing. So my resolution is to change everything.
Yeeeeeah.
Not going so well.
*sigh*
I don't think I can change everything about me.
I don't really want to either.
I just want to go to college.
BAD!
Preferably in New York City.
Well, here goes my reflection on 2008.
2008 was great.
No lie.
This past year, I was soo hyped to be alive.
My parents have deffinatly given me more room to breathe and I love them for it.
The moment that stands out most about 2008 was my awesome summer.
It was totally not what I expected.
I had it all planned out.
I would go to Canada, 5 dates on Warped Tour, out to Chicago, and then to NETC.
My perfect Summer.
Yeah, didn't work out that way.
So many road blocks came up, that by summer, I was sooo bummed.
But God does exsist.
And even though my summer didn't go exactly like that I...
-Got to go to Baltimore to see a hometown All Time Low show for my birthday. It was so spectacular, I'm still thanking my parents for bringing me=)
-Got to go see All Time Low, AGAIN, the day after I got back from Baltimore with Melissa.
-Two days later, I got to see All Time Low, AGAIN, at Warped Tour, which was so epic I made a box about it in my ceramics class.
-Got to see Boys Like Girls the day before I left to go to NETC.
-Had the best time at NETC!
So all in all, my summer was perfect. Not in the way I was hopeing, but soo much better.
I have the same hopes for 2009.
So far, things are working out in my favor.
The first week in April, I'm going to NYC for our senior trip with my church. Should be a total blast=)
Then, I'm leaving for Japan on April 18th? I'm not really sure. I'll have to double check and spending a week there.
It's effing Japan. I'll write a whole blog about how pumped and possibly sick I'll be before I go.
Then two or three days after I get back, FALL OUT BOY AND ALL TIME LOW are coming to the Tsongas Arena, which is five minutes from my house.
THEN, with parental permission, I'll be going to Bamboozle, hopefully with Melissa, three or four days after FOB and ATL roll into Lowell and I'll get to see them again.
Then, I have my prom/last day of high school on May 22nd.
I graduate June 3rd.
My 18th birthday is July 19th.
Hopefully I'll have enough money to go to at least two Warped dates this year.
And, God willing, I'll be starting school down in New York City at the Fashion Institute of Technology in September.
2009 just has "Best year ever!!" written all over it.
I'm so stoked for the coming year that I still refuse to write my FIT essay.
Like I said, it needs to be perfect.
*sigh*
I'm such a Type A.-_-

With Christmas around the corner

Not the boy I was the boy I am is just venting venting.
Dear gravity you held me down in a starless city.

Those are my favorite lyrics off the new Fall Out Boy CD. *sigh* I still have a lot to do before I can send anything to colleges. Blah!!! I don't want to. But I will........At some point.

So the other day My family and I went to visit a family friend at Tewksbury State Hospital. She was staying in the mental ward. I have to tell you, it was an eye opening experience. I had to bite my lip hard to stop myself from crying. It was difficult. It also showed me my parents generosity. Not that I had never seen it, but it made me see it in a different light. That made me almost cry as well. Sometimes I can be really ungrateful. I really need to work on that. *sigh*

I think I need a new attiutde for Christmas.

*sigh*

I wish I was at the Jingle My Bells Festival right now.

Stupid snow.-_-

I swear I'm moving to LA after I finish college.

That is, if I can finish my applications.

hahahahaha.